diff --git a/content/philosophy.tree b/content/philosophy.tree index 446993b..cce9d65 100644 --- a/content/philosophy.tree +++ b/content/philosophy.tree @@ -10,6 +10,10 @@ - hey don't make this weird, okay. showers are good for having thoughts. +% content.link = "philosophy/light-streaks" + id = "01JG55SH9HYR7TK5G1RVAGYQWR" ++ :page: my weird stim: writing with light streaks + % content.link = "philosophy/responsibility" id = "01JDJ0RF3KJ2DT7E4RFVB79ZJH" + :page: on responsibility & conformity @@ -43,3 +47,4 @@ + :page: hedonic treadmill ([wikipedia](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hedonic_treadmill)) + diff --git a/content/philosophy/light-streaks.tree b/content/philosophy/light-streaks.tree new file mode 100644 index 0000000..7369e71 --- /dev/null +++ b/content/philosophy/light-streaks.tree @@ -0,0 +1,38 @@ +%% title = "my weird stim: writing with light streaks" + +% id = "01JG55KYCYD0CHXQ582XTAHMP6" +- a long time ago my brain built up a [stim][] that it likes to perform when bored: I draw words with my eyes. + +[stim]: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stimming + + % id = "01JG55KYCY19W6ZJ4YVGPWZY5N" + - what this means is, I [saccade][] my eyes in various directions while looking almost directly at a light source, to draw out words, which persist in my field of view for a short moment due to [persistence of vision][pov]. + + [saccade]: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saccade + [pov]: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Persistence_of_vision + + % id = "01JG55KYCYN2Q5H8ZKT1EF24AQ" + - I don't exactly know when it started. + I remember being enamored by how the human eyes are built & how they behave ever since I was little, so naturally one day I discovered you could use persistence of vision to draw out shapes, and therefore also letters. + + % id = "01JG55KYCY9M8KSWAD75819X3P" + - soon enough it became a regular thing. + +% id = "01JG55KYCYAF89FVTNH6SHEYPC" +- I tend to do this whenever I'm bored, there's a clear, point light source, and there's nothing else to do. +(for example, when I'm waiting for a conversation to end.) + +% id = "01JG55KYCYDCKCBJJXE1ED6C8B" +- if you ever see my eyes jerking in weird ways IRL, now you know why. + + % id = "01JG55KYCYGMR959WPD839Z4MH" + - most likely, I'm just writing out whatever word my brain has fixated on at the moment with light. + + % id = "01JG55KYCY49JHG79S9XJA55A8" + - and most likely, that word is whatever you just said. + + % id = "01JG55KYCYRR6MMFG7VRZXPBNR" + - I've heard some people say it looks really creepy, and I believe them; unfortunately there's nothing I can really do about it. + my brain cannot stand being bored, and this is its default remedy. + + diff --git a/content/treehouse/new.tree b/content/treehouse/new.tree index afc5c3b..db5df87 100644 --- a/content/treehouse/new.tree +++ b/content/treehouse/new.tree @@ -25,6 +25,16 @@ if you've been wondering what I've been up to, you've come to the right place. if you want to read any of the posts, follow the links. it's like that by design. +% tags = ["philosophy"] + id = "01JG55SF4FRRF9RDW9KMYHAECF" +- ### [my weird stim: writing with light streaks][page:philosophy/light-streaks] + + % id = "01JG55SF4FNVYJVY6XGVAZ08GE" + - I had a conversation with a friend where I was saying how spacey I get sometimes, and this weird little stim of mine came up. + + % id = "01JG55SF4F5C76TWW1MF78128G" + - I wonder if anyone else has ever experienced something similar. + % tags = ["design"] id = "01JEPCD4EPZJ2ACJX9J15ZBFSG" - ### [animations & perception of sluggishness][page:design/animations] @@ -325,3 +335,4 @@ if you've been wondering what I've been up to, you've come to the right place. id = "01H969NN1ACXG26T2NHCM7BHYY" - ### [Radiohead - OK Computer][page:music/reviews/radiohead/ok-computer] +