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 % id = "programming/projects"
 + ## projects
 
+    - (actually nothing here yet lol, I was about to write something here but forgot but now don't wanna delete a branch I'm gonna bring back again anyways)
+
+% content.link = "programming/cxx"
+  id = "programming/cxx"
++ ## C++
+
 % content.link = "programming/unreal-engine"
   id = "programming/unreal-engine"
 + ## Unreal Engine
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+- design lessons from the best programming language of all time that everyone loves (not really)
+
++ access modifiers as labels (`private:`, `protected:`, and `public:`)
+
+    - although Java and C#'s approach to symbol privacy may be verbose, it has one great advantage: it is stateless.
+
+    - the way they're implemented in C++, it's essentially a bit more parsing state you have to keep track of
+
+        - and you know what other parsing state you have to keep track of in C++? - that's right, the preprocessor.\
+        access modifiers, like all tokens, are affected by the preprocessor, and you have to take that into account
+
+            - take the following example:
+            ```cpp
+            class ComfyZone
+            {
+                std::vector<SoftBed> _soft_beds;
+
+            #if ENABLE_HUGS
+
+            public:
+                void hug(Person& person);
+
+            #endif
+
+                int _remaining_hugs = 10;
+            };
+            ```
+
+                - although quite contrived, it illustrates the problem pretty well
+
+                    - (before you ask, `_remaining_hugs` needs to be always present because it has to be (de)serialized no matter if hugging functionality is compiled in. otherwise we'd get data loss.)
+
+                - we intended for `_remaining_hugs` to be private, but if hugs are enabled, it becomes public.
+
+                    - this can be _very_ hard to spot if you have a big class with lots of declarations inside.
+
+            - this can be worked around by banning access modifiers from appearing in `#ifdef`s, but you have to *realize* that this might happen
+
+                - and I've seen instances of this exact thing occurring in the Unreal Engine codebase, which is *full* of long lists of declarations (made even longer by the prevalence of `UPROPERTY()`s)
+
+    - even if we didn't have the preprocessor, that access modifier is state _you_ have to keep track of
+
+        - I very often find myself needing to scroll upward after <kbd>Ctrl</kbd>-clicking on a field or function declaration, just to find out if I can use it
+
+            - (thankfully IDEs are helpful here and Rider shows you a symbol's visibility in the tooltip on hover, but I don't have Rider on code reviews)