diff --git a/content/philosophy.tree b/content/philosophy.tree
index e743f03..9629e10 100644
--- a/content/philosophy.tree
+++ b/content/philosophy.tree
@@ -21,155 +21,21 @@
- there's a reason I don't include these branches in [page:treehouse/new][] alright
% id = "01HFYZKREV634J021ZMCDSP7G4"
+ content.link = "philosophy/hedonic-treadmill"
+ :page: hedonic treadmill ([wikipedia](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hedonic_treadmill))
- % id = "01HFYZKREVV2CX1GYJQ18BJS78"
- + a concept that's incredibly useful in keeping it cool
-
- % id = "01HFYZKREVVSABAMXQ5C8VTWWD"
- - because what of those depressing days, if next day you may wake up and feel 100x better
-
- % id = "01HFYZKREVGA2YHKPXYFJ180P4"
- + a concept that's incredibly scary when you love someone
-
- % id = "01HFYZKREVMKTSY4HXYE5R92HW"
- - because what of these moments where you're incredibly happy, if you're gonna feel normal
- tomorrow anyways
-
- % id = "01HFYZKREVJ1GBC41SY44T4JRB"
- - as scary of a concept it is when you're feeling well, it's useful to remember about the
- treadmill when you're down. and don't think that it'll ruin a good day, just don't think about
- it then.
-
% id = "01HREVZNAHB1H9VMD0NPPFTEQ0"
+ content.link = "philosophy/shut-up"
+ :page: just shut up sometimes
- % id = "01HREVZNAH8XFRMVB9G58TPV8R"
- - I just caught myself writing a few paragraphs long comment on [Lobsters](https://lobste.rs) without really understanding what the author of the comment meant in the broader context of the discussion,
- after which I deleted my comment and gave myself a pat on the back for avoiding accidentally derailing the discussion.
-
- % id = "01HREVZNAHRC9BJZJPH9RE21PE"
- - this is an unfortunate side effect of the tree-based structure of Lobsters.
- as much as I like tree-based forums, as they let you focus on many different (off-)topics without cluttering the main thread,
- it's damn near impossible to keep the broader context of _what the discussion is about_ when the thread nests more than 3 levels deep.
-
- % id = "01HREVZNAH96KPDQAW1YW1FGC5"
- - therefore, if you ever find yourself writing an essay about just how wrong someone is, think to yourself: am I _really_ understanding what's going on in this discussion?
- and if not - maybe just shut up and let the rest of the idiots fan the flames instead.
-
% id = "01J1Q8SBGFVPDBKKZPWDSV1D5G"
+ content.link = "philosophy/in-wisdom-you-become-old"
+ :page: in wisdom you become old
- % id = "01J1Q8SBGFNS3ZSSA1QXN83SMH"
- + this is kind of weird, but recently I have noticed I no longer keep up with slang
-
- % id = "01J1Q8SBGFC6RVTFP1QNR00W0V"
- - the fuck is a skibidi??
-
- % id = "01J1Q8SBGF170NG9S2AMVGP8NS"
- - maybe this is because I no longer browse memes.
- not on our friend circle's private Discord, not on Reddit, pretty much nowhere
-
- % id = "01J1Q8SBGFYM90M1YQD1XDDYSM"
- - memes largely arrive to me directly from specific people.
- I don't go out to kill boredom with memes anymore.
-
- % id = "01J1Q8SBGF3Y7M3Q5V1F0TRPHX"
- - at some point I realized browsing memes adds nothing to my life, and I just stopped doing it.
- obviously something had to take their place in killing time, and that became... reading [Lobste.rs](https://lobste.rs).
- I think that's a net positive since you can genuinely learn a lot from people's writing about computing, but getting time for that required abandoning memes.
-
- % id = "01J1Q8SBGF2X8HBDP8YGE9M8YZ"
- - the realization that I gain nothing by browsing memes is probably what one could call a piece of _wisdom_; life knowledge, stuff that shapes your worldview.
-
- % id = "01J1Q8SBGFF2QSCJR0CWPJ608V"
- + but by gaining more wisdom, I have lost knowledge of popculture
-
- % id = "01J1Q8SBGFJNDR46FA35CN0SQ5"
- - not that you can define _popculture_ in today's society that well anyways.
- there are so many little corners of culture that it's hard to tell what's popular anymore
-
- % id = "01J1Q8SBGF06SKKJCQKA2QNPT2"
- - ...don't tell anyone, but I like it that way.
- I can focus on my art and making it unique.
- no need to chase trends.
-
- % id = "01J1Q8SBGFTFAS3BRAGPZC1G0N"
- - even if it means being called an old fart at some point.
- timeless > trendy
-
% id = "01JBAK3T1ZFWVQS5GK6B28MG3M"
+ content.link = "philosophy/i-build-things"
+ :page: "I build things"
- % id = "01JBAK3T1ZMTJS5A9Z5VFFQR0V"
- - aka how to sound like the most boring software developer ever.
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1ZCCJHXGMQSCJVEN93"
- - I can't count the amount of times I've heard this phrase.
- You say it, and it sounds so profound.
- So grand.
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1Z2DX52MEK755C2NZH"
- - *You. Build. Things.* after all.
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1ZW84TQ6SZBPSP0EQZ"
- + but behind those no words is no substance.
- You build things, so what?
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1Z7BPG32ZDD9Q5SZAX"
- - [the film starts, the film ends. nothing is said inbetween.](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SILVQpqmH7U){.secret}
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1Z09EMEVYZDWM1Z9MX"
- - [humpty dumpty sat on the wall...](https://youtu.be/AIxY_Y9TGWI?t=475)
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1ZYGQTNCQTVFK3CF37"
- - if you're so uncreative as to _only_ be able to say you build things...
- yeah you're not very creative are you.
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1Z472KF0XFYZNNXA6Z"
- - liquidex yells at cloud.
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1ZHGDQFZNYGY941QDX"
- - there's a reason I call myself a programming wizard.
- that one word tells you so much more about my nature than "I build things."
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1ZR1E3BPTTEQ1YDE0H"
- - the wizard part is about wanting to go deeper, to explore every nook and cranny of the software I obsess over.
- uncover arcane knowledge few to no people know about.
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1ZDXXXC5KEAZD0JWGA"
- - fucking, EVERYBODY builds things in this industry, arrite
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1Z2N453PMF5Q2NZFDJ"
- - "I build things" is something literally _every_ creative can say.
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1ZB00ANB28N21G2DZK"
- + by the way here's a funny:
- have fun browsing bad UX design xoxo
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1Z3DE0D6EW7C5GAEB9"
- - this website feels like it never had a UX designer look at it either.
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1Z8K7DZJZY3S0CJGWH"
- - explore the [directory](https://godly.website/directory)---a list of categories, each of which is a link that takes up the entire width of the screen,
- so you never have any space to autoscroll with your middle mouse button
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1Z506G168Q7GPW78QS"
- - the fact the categories include boring garbage such as: "Agency", "E-commerce", "Startup", "Development", "Mobile App", "Finance", "SaaS",
- and of course the badges on the front page start with "AI" and "Web3" tells you a lot about the creators.
-
- "quality" my ass.
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1Z9N7ZA6BKER4EQPKA"
- - this website doesn't even work without JavaScript, even though it's purely static content.
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1Z4FWSC4KEEQJJV669"
- - look I know treehouse barely works without JS, but _at least you can read it._
-
- % id = "01JBAK3T1Z6QSCGVE9PF9CWFGC"
- - an entry on this website provoked me to write this.
- I don't want to call out the specific one because it would be missing the point.
-
% content.link = "philosophy/nicknames"
id = "01JBWJ0475CPPP1FTWY1BRDWA6"
+ :page: on nicknames
diff --git a/content/philosophy/hedonic-treadmill.tree b/content/philosophy/hedonic-treadmill.tree
new file mode 100644
index 0000000..8d08074
--- /dev/null
+++ b/content/philosophy/hedonic-treadmill.tree
@@ -0,0 +1,20 @@
+%% title = "hedonic treadmill"
+
+% id = "01HFYZKREVV2CX1GYJQ18BJS78"
+- a concept that's incredibly useful in keeping it cool
+
+ % id = "01HFYZKREVVSABAMXQ5C8VTWWD"
+ - because what of those depressing days, if next day you may wake up and feel 100x better
+
+% id = "01HFYZKREVGA2YHKPXYFJ180P4"
+- a concept that's incredibly scary when you love someone
+
+ % id = "01HFYZKREVMKTSY4HXYE5R92HW"
+ - because what of these moments where you're incredibly happy, if you're gonna feel normal
+ tomorrow anyways
+
+% id = "01HFYZKREVJ1GBC41SY44T4JRB"
+- as scary of a concept it is when you're feeling well, it's useful to remember about the
+treadmill when you're down. and don't think that it'll ruin a good day, just don't think about
+it then.
+
diff --git a/content/philosophy/i-build-things.tree b/content/philosophy/i-build-things.tree
new file mode 100644
index 0000000..55ce72f
--- /dev/null
+++ b/content/philosophy/i-build-things.tree
@@ -0,0 +1,71 @@
+%% title = '"I build things"'
+
+% id = "01JBAK3T1ZMTJS5A9Z5VFFQR0V"
+- aka how to sound like the most boring software developer ever.
+
+% id = "01JBAK3T1ZCCJHXGMQSCJVEN93"
+- I can't count the amount of times I've heard this phrase.
+You say it, and it sounds so profound.
+So grand.
+
+ % id = "01JBAK3T1Z2DX52MEK755C2NZH"
+ - *You. Build. Things.* after all.
+
+ % id = "01JBAK3T1ZW84TQ6SZBPSP0EQZ"
+ + but behind those no words is no substance.
+ You build things, so what?
+
+ % id = "01JBAK3T1Z7BPG32ZDD9Q5SZAX"
+ - [the film starts, the film ends. nothing is said inbetween.](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SILVQpqmH7U){.secret}
+
+ % id = "01JBAK3T1Z09EMEVYZDWM1Z9MX"
+ - [humpty dumpty sat on the wall...](https://youtu.be/AIxY_Y9TGWI?t=475)
+
+% id = "01JBAK3T1ZYGQTNCQTVFK3CF37"
+- if you're so uncreative as to _only_ be able to say you build things...
+yeah you're not very creative are you.
+
+% id = "01JBAK3T1Z472KF0XFYZNNXA6Z"
+- liquidex yells at cloud.
+
+ % id = "01JBAK3T1ZHGDQFZNYGY941QDX"
+ - there's a reason I call myself a programming wizard.
+ that one word tells you so much more about my nature than "I build things."
+
+ % id = "01JBAK3T1ZR1E3BPTTEQ1YDE0H"
+ - the wizard part is about wanting to go deeper, to explore every nook and cranny of the software I obsess over.
+ uncover arcane knowledge few to no people know about.
+
+% id = "01JBAK3T1ZDXXXC5KEAZD0JWGA"
+- fucking, EVERYBODY builds things in this industry, arrite
+
+ % id = "01JBAK3T1Z2N453PMF5Q2NZFDJ"
+ - "I build things" is something literally _every_ creative can say.
+
+% id = "01JBAK3T1ZB00ANB28N21G2DZK"
++ by the way here's a funny:
+have fun browsing bad UX design xoxo
+
+ % id = "01JBAK3T1Z3DE0D6EW7C5GAEB9"
+ - this website feels like it never had a UX designer look at it either.
+
+ % id = "01JBAK3T1Z8K7DZJZY3S0CJGWH"
+ - explore the [directory](https://godly.website/directory)---a list of categories, each of which is a link that takes up the entire width of the screen,
+ so you never have any space to autoscroll with your middle mouse button
+
+ % id = "01JBAK3T1Z506G168Q7GPW78QS"
+ - the fact the categories include boring garbage such as: "Agency", "E-commerce", "Startup", "Development", "Mobile App", "Finance", "SaaS",
+ and of course the badges on the front page start with "AI" and "Web3" tells you a lot about the creators.
+
+ "quality" my ass.
+
+ % id = "01JBAK3T1Z9N7ZA6BKER4EQPKA"
+ - this website doesn't even work without JavaScript, even though it's purely static content.
+
+ % id = "01JBAK3T1Z4FWSC4KEEQJJV669"
+ - look I know treehouse barely works without JS, but _at least you can read it._
+
+ % id = "01JBAK3T1Z6QSCGVE9PF9CWFGC"
+ - an entry on this website provoked me to write this.
+ I don't want to call out the specific one because it would be missing the point.
+
diff --git a/content/philosophy/in-wisdom-you-become-old.tree b/content/philosophy/in-wisdom-you-become-old.tree
new file mode 100644
index 0000000..82be44f
--- /dev/null
+++ b/content/philosophy/in-wisdom-you-become-old.tree
@@ -0,0 +1,40 @@
+%% title = "in wisdom you become old"
+
+% id = "01J1Q8SBGFNS3ZSSA1QXN83SMH"
++ this is kind of weird, but recently I have noticed I no longer keep up with slang
+
+ % id = "01J1Q8SBGFC6RVTFP1QNR00W0V"
+ - the fuck is a skibidi??
+
+% id = "01J1Q8SBGF170NG9S2AMVGP8NS"
+- maybe this is because I no longer browse memes.
+not on our friend circle's private Discord, not on Reddit, pretty much nowhere
+
+ % id = "01J1Q8SBGFYM90M1YQD1XDDYSM"
+ - memes largely arrive to me directly from specific people.
+ I don't go out to kill boredom with memes anymore.
+
+ % id = "01J1Q8SBGF3Y7M3Q5V1F0TRPHX"
+ - at some point I realized browsing memes adds nothing to my life, and I just stopped doing it.
+ obviously something had to take their place in killing time, and that became... reading [Lobste.rs](https://lobste.rs).
+ I think that's a net positive since you can genuinely learn a lot from people's writing about computing, but getting time for that required abandoning memes.
+
+% id = "01J1Q8SBGF2X8HBDP8YGE9M8YZ"
+- the realization that I gain nothing by browsing memes is probably what one could call a piece of _wisdom_; life knowledge, stuff that shapes your worldview.
+
+ % id = "01J1Q8SBGFF2QSCJR0CWPJ608V"
+ + but by gaining more wisdom, I have lost knowledge of popculture
+
+ % id = "01J1Q8SBGFJNDR46FA35CN0SQ5"
+ - not that you can define _popculture_ in today's society that well anyways.
+ there are so many little corners of culture that it's hard to tell what's popular anymore
+
+% id = "01J1Q8SBGF06SKKJCQKA2QNPT2"
+- ...don't tell anyone, but I like it that way.
+I can focus on my art and making it unique.
+no need to chase trends.
+
+ % id = "01J1Q8SBGFTFAS3BRAGPZC1G0N"
+ - even if it means being called an old fart at some point.
+ timeless > trendy
+
diff --git a/content/philosophy/shut-up.tree b/content/philosophy/shut-up.tree
new file mode 100644
index 0000000..b7c1dcd
--- /dev/null
+++ b/content/philosophy/shut-up.tree
@@ -0,0 +1,15 @@
+%% title = "just shut up sometimes"
+
+% id = "01HREVZNAH8XFRMVB9G58TPV8R"
+- I just caught myself writing a few paragraphs long comment on [Lobsters](https://lobste.rs) without really understanding what the author of the comment meant in the broader context of the discussion,
+after which I deleted my comment and gave myself a pat on the back for avoiding accidentally derailing the discussion.
+
+ % id = "01HREVZNAHRC9BJZJPH9RE21PE"
+ - this is an unfortunate side effect of the tree-based structure of Lobsters.
+ as much as I like tree-based forums, as they let you focus on many different (off-)topics without cluttering the main thread,
+ it's damn near impossible to keep the broader context of _what the discussion is about_ when the thread nests more than 3 levels deep.
+
+% id = "01HREVZNAH96KPDQAW1YW1FGC5"
+- therefore, if you ever find yourself writing an essay about just how wrong someone is, think to yourself: am I _really_ understanding what's going on in this discussion?
+and if not - maybe just shut up and let the rest of the idiots fan the flames instead.
+