diff --git a/content/music/dubio.tree b/content/music/dubio.tree new file mode 100644 index 0000000..249cd64 --- /dev/null +++ b/content/music/dubio.tree @@ -0,0 +1,117 @@ +%% title = "Kettel - Dubio" + +% id = "01JQYKNE7YW4VEQQZ9P3ZQEHRC" +- as _Dubio_ opens with its title track, I am taken into the mountains. +on an alpine tundra, following a hiking trail, surrounded by rocks larger than my mind can comprehend. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YS8N9SPT7YZF021H8" + - it's a mostly clear day with few clouds drifting across the sky, sometimes obscuring the sun, creating dramatic shadows on the slopes. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YY2F8BWJM2HASEGN9" + - a warm wind blows across your face, creating what looks like waves on an ocean of grass blades across the steep, rocky meadows. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7Y0ZWZK6F06DP8VDAD" + - when you walk through the mountains, there's sometimes a strange feeling of all the landscape in the distance feeling like a painted-on wall. + but it's not a wall, you can actually just go there. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YYPXM2KDXJ3073G7N" + - it's a contemplative mood, filling you with thought. + you ponder on the meaning of life, on goals... where all of it's going, how you're a lost soul, looking for a reason to exist. + +% id = "01JQYKNE7Y7KWDS1S59B6JBFHC" +- _Apeface_. +the feeling of walking through the city on a Saturday evening. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YQY7FDJGC9J5R66X4" + - warm sodium lanterns give the cobblestone streets a glow that makes you feel at home. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YYH7RK8741AEYZ3FW" + - streets, restaurants, bars full of people hanging out. + taking in the fun of the weekend. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YMD8XP8MA06H18E66" + - it's a mood I've heard before in other tracks, but _Apeface_ is strangely hopeful compared to the others. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7Y3KJPVQ4E4NQ72KRT" + - yet it somewhat reminds me of more painful times, when I was struggling with loneliness... + but it's more like a happy resolution of those times, rather than a lament to how terrifying it is to be alone. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YFRC3DM2PH9CTGD6S" + - I don't feel saddened by being alone in a city. + I feel happy being able to spend time with my girlfriend. + +% id = "01JQYKNE7YPA0RMS6CJZ67KSQV" +- when listening to _Sipa_, I feel frozen in time, and paralysed by choice. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YKGCH28SHS7PTW1D1" + - the feeling of not knowing what to do. + of feeling like you're in slow motion while the world around you is moving. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YCVX1SVFVYTZ7H2SY" + - reminding you there's not much you can do. + that you'll just have to control the damage from now on. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YA1Z5GDS83BX0M77N" + - it's learned helplessness. + wanting improvement, but deep inside knowing it will be rejected by external forces. + being consumed by fear that it will not work out. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YKCDE272V7W1TW765" + - yet feeling focused, looking for the right move to eventually say... "checkmate." + +% id = "01JQYKNE7YRDM156YSTPH29WBA" +- _Arpa Ingrata_ is a timelapse. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YM8FQ56AYZF9S1R0E" + - I see myself in my childhood home, barely grown up. + spending time outside, playing pretend with my sister. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YEDH5RCQJWVDKNEJE" + - our pond, and our cherry orchard. + the hill behind the house. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7Y4Q54P26BNCZQR4DH" + - sunsets and sunrises, days passing by. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7Y9712TYDRW9FD36B6" + - next thing I know, I'm growing up. + becoming taller. + finding interests. + diving deep into computers. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YZ0TJV90Q5PNJAWWT" + - spending late nights playing games. + programming. + _writing_ games. + writing software. + next to a warm desk lamp. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YVCSWM39N42A1B3E0" + - I'm spreading wings. + melting away fear, slowly. day by day, week by week, year by year, I become a stronger person. + I meet my online friends IRL. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7Y16ND8NECY0DQQSBZ" + - I change. I transform. I become. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YYCJ0HYK0TNREVB3M" + - I find a job, meet new people who are as deep into this whole programming video games thing as I am. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7Y8H1VQY3XWQ0NPKMN" + - and then I see myself, now. + 21 years old, and counting. + +% id = "01JQYKNE7YD2CPVSS0TXFRAESP" +- those are all the interepretations of _Dubio_ I've collected so far. +you can listen / buy the album on [Kettel's Bandcamp](https://kettel.bandcamp.com/album/dubio)---and you really should, because it's wonderful. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YJX8XZA9HWFJS18C5" + - I wish I had some more interpretations in stock, but I don't want to hold these existing ones forever in my diary. + maybe I'll update this post in the future, with interpretations of some more tracks. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7YX0763QJZQWSCTZ24" + - in particular I somewhat regret I don't have an interpretation for _Peepuntpopkema_, as well as Secede's remix of it. + those may just be my favourite tracks of the bunch. + + % id = "01JQYKNE7Y86HS5VSX6B1YH1X7" + - Reim---I hope you enjoy these. love, riki diff --git a/content/treehouse/new.tree b/content/treehouse/new.tree index 58875ec..fc06fec 100644 --- a/content/treehouse/new.tree +++ b/content/treehouse/new.tree @@ -26,6 +26,18 @@ if you've been wondering what I've been up to, you've come to the right place. if you want to read any of the posts, follow the links. it's like that by design. +% tags = ["music"] + id = "01JQYKYRF2RRY2DEV2Z8MSYJ4F" +- ### [Kettel - Dubio][page:music/dubio] + + % id = "01JQYKYRF2WC0XRD93NX055ZB7" + - I wholeheartedly love this album. + it makes me think, it makes me imagine. + it shows me backgrounds, landscapes, people, events, feelings. + + % id = "01JQYKYRF2E4ZQR5PQ0YJ0V02F" + - this is a set of my synaesthetic interpretations of some of the first tracks. + % tags = ["programming", "cxx"] id = "01JN72M4EXSR6M120A6CW2D0X7" - ### [C++ without Classes][page:programming/cxx-without-classes]