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- overcoming [fear of the unknown][page:philosophy/fear-of-the-unknown], episode 1.

    - overthinking my [furry][page:philosophy/furry] self again.
    my heart is pounding.

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- I play Blue Calx.

    - as the first notes come in, I sense warm feeling, as if being hugged by someone.
    "it's gonna be okay..."

        - "you've been through much mental stress before.
        but this... there's no need to panic."

        - they takes me outside to appreciate the city lights.
        we fly high up into the sky to watch from above.

    - the warm distortion of the tape gives me a sense of nostalgia.

        - I am relieved to be in the place I am right now.

    - as the notes fade away for a moment, only the metronome remains. it makes me feel empowered, but scared.
    "will it really be okay?"

        - "look at everyone around you.
        struggling just as much as you are.
        you are not alone in this."

        - the notes come back in to hug me again.
        the warm embrace of the other part of my self.

    - the metronome starts fading away.
    it really is going to be okay.

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- thank you, Richard.

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- my heart's still pounding, but hearing this track made me feel a little better about myself.