looking for friends

content/index.tree

@@ -63,6 +63,10 @@
 </svg>
 ```
 
+    % id = "01JD0RZ551PZN5ZCP3RZT5MMXV"
+    - I'd like to make some new friends!
+    if you wanna meet me, email `hi` at this domain.
+
 % id = "about"
   content.link = "about"
 + ## [`<svg class="hobby-icon" width="24" height="24" viewBox="0 0 24 24"><use xlink:href="#index:icon:me"></use></svg>`{=html}][page:kuroneko]{.secret}me
@@ -86,3 +90,4 @@
 % id = "philosophy"
   content.link = "philosophy"
 + ## `<svg class="hobby-icon" width="24" height="24" viewBox="0 0 24 24"><use xlink:href="#index:icon:shower"></use></svg>`{=html}shower
+

content/music.tree

@@ -10,6 +10,10 @@
 % id = "01J8YY31QJQJYW1TTYSHKB2AV1"
 - ### :folder: blog
 
+    % content.link = "music/reviews/aphex-twin/blue-calx"
+      id = "01JCY18RY6B6CTC3H8ME0FRZXC"
+    + :page: Blue Calx
+
     % id = "01JBAGSJCWP15GCG8PJYPJYJY8"
       content.link = "music/creatures"
     + :page: the curious case of Amon Tobin's Creatures
@@ -51,3 +55,4 @@
 
     % id = "01J8YY31QJXGNQES5E5BS3WA26"
     - I don't want to be tied to SoundCloud with where I host my music, but don't currently have any infrastructure set up for where I could host it for people to listen to.
+

content/music/reviews/aphex-twin/blue-calx.tree

@@ -0,0 +1,36 @@
+- overcoming [fear of the unknown][page:philosophy/fear-of-the-unknown], episode 1.
+
+	- overthinking my [furry][page:philosophy/furry] self again.
+	my heart is pounding.
+
+- I play Blue Calx.
+
+	- as the first notes come in, I sense warm feeling, as if being hugged by someone.
+	"it's gonna be okay..."
+
+		- "you've been through much mental stress before.
+		but this... there's no need to panic."
+
+		- they takes me outside to appreciate the city lights.
+		we fly high up into the sky to watch from above.
+
+	- the warm distortion of the tape gives me a sense of nostalgia.
+
+		- I am relieved to be in the place I am right now.
+
+	- as the notes fade away for a moment, only the metronome remains. it makes me feel empowered, but scared.
+	"will it really be okay?"
+
+		- "look at everyone around you.
+		struggling just as much as you are.
+		you are not alone in this."
+
+		- the notes come back in to hug me again.
+		the warm embrace of the other part of my self.
+
+	- the metronome starts fading away.
+	it really is going to be okay.
+
+- thank you, Richard.
+
+- my heart's still pounding, but hearing this track made me feel a little better about myself.