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- overcoming [fear of the unknown][page:philosophy/fear-of-the-unknown], episode 1.
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- overthinking my [furry][page:philosophy/furry] self again.
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my heart is pounding.
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- I play Blue Calx.
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- as the first notes come in, I sense warm feeling, as if being hugged by someone.
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"it's gonna be okay..."
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- "you've been through much mental stress before.
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but this... there's no need to panic."
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- they takes me outside to appreciate the city lights.
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we fly high up into the sky to watch from above.
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- the warm distortion of the tape gives me a sense of nostalgia.
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- I am relieved to be in the place I am right now.
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- as the notes fade away for a moment, only the metronome remains. it makes me feel empowered, but scared.
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"will it really be okay?"
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- "look at everyone around you.
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struggling just as much as you are.
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you are not alone in this."
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- the notes come back in to hug me again.
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the warm embrace of the other part of my self.
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- the metronome starts fading away.
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it really is going to be okay.
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- thank you, Richard.
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- my heart's still pounding, but hearing this track made me feel a little better about myself.
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